Changes

I did over-eat while in Portland, but that's not why I have a bigger belly. Baby C is getting bigger and is starting to show! at (almost) 15 weeks I have a good little pot belly growing. I think I should be able to cover Baby C up for a few more weeks, but not too much longer. Ideally I would be able to wait until after the anatomy scan on the 22nd and tell people at/around thanksgiving (18 weeks), but i don't know if I can hide/avoid people that long. It's not that i'm not happy about Baby C, but I know that telling people makes them worry and that all they'll want to do is talk about the pregnancy. And what's healthy (physically and mentally) is for me to keeping doing what i've been doing and try to reduce my anxiety and stress about Baby C. right now I'm happy with only a select few sharing our happiness.
I had a hard time getting comfortable last night to sleep - i woke up quite a few times. Sleep is something I know I really need (like water) and I need to work on getting as much as I can.
Baby C doesn't like any kind of caffeine (even decaf coffee makes my stomach upset), but loves vanilla yogurt, spicy foods and chili with tons of cheese and crackers. So i guess in addition to all the other things i'm doing to grow this healthy baby i'll be replacing my morning cup of coffee with a bowl of yogurt. i hope no one will notice!