i've got to admit it's getting better

although this morning is not an easy one, i have to admit everyday is a little bit better. i'm starting to look up, but it's not as if i don't backslide. somedays it feels like 2 steps forward 1 step back. as time passes i'm trying to focus on other, much mroe positive things in my life. i working more on my couponing and i think i'm saving us a lot of money. it's definitely not easy, but everyday activities aren't as hard as they used to be. i am finding more and more that my job is just a paycheck and i need to work toward making it more rewarding. that may mean being at home a lot more and reducing my working hours significantly. and i just keep hoping everything will work out the way it's supposed to.